Monday, March 12, 2007

I am who I am.......


Each one of us is different in our own ways. We may be the same in many ways but there is really something in us that makes us different from the other. Even twins, they may have the same faces but they will always differ from one another. It maybe in the way they dress or in their attitude.
I also differ from you not only physically but
also on the inside attitude I have in me. People may think I am like this and like that. I do this and that. But whatever people may think all I could say is that this is me. We can't really resist people's first impression towards us, right?! Because they don't
know us that much yet. Actually as far I know myself, I am a girl filled with so many dreams. I dreamed of becoming a singing superstar someday because I have this passion in music particularly in singing. I sing but not really that good. And because of my love for music I am now currently a member of the "Glee Club" in our school. My inspiration of reaching this dream of mine someday is my favorite artist the "Pop Princess", Ms. Sarah Gronimo. I also love taking care of kids like my young cousins, my nephews and nieces. I'm also fond of teaching them basic nursery lessons that's why before I dreamed too of being a teacher someday and build my own nursery center for those kids especially for those who are less fortunate in life. AS a teenager I love to hang out with my friends. Just strolling around the mall looking at new dress, shoes, some sort of girl stuffs.I'm not really close with my boy calssmates and friends. I just don't feel like being close to them. I always think that they are not good friends 'till the day i've proven it wrong to myself .It was when I get the chance know them more and that's the time i've ralized that they can be also good friends and better than my other girl friends. I wear "short" short pants, spagetti straped blouses, razor backs and even mini skirts. I just find myself comfortable when I wear these kind of dresses but of course not in church. Every summer I always go with my cousins in the sports complex in our barangay in watching the yearly summer basketball league. I could often hear comments from my friends or classmates regarding my attitude that I am a strict and a hot-tempered person and most of them who say this are my boy classmates and friends. They also say that they are afraid at me especially when I start to become mad.(hahaha...)Yes! I admit I am strict and hot-tempered but as far as i'm concerned I only turn out into this kind of person when it comes to school works like projects and plays which I think is really effective for them to have some respect on me as not only a person but as a leader aw well. I also have this attitude wherein I pity old people especially this amereican people who are in the country and just walking around without no one with them as if they are alone in this world. As a friend too I always see to it that I can have time for my friends. A time for me to listen to their problems and everything they want to tell and to somehow give them my opinion or my advice. In our "barkada" at home I'm also the peace-maker of the group.(char!) I find ways for my friends who have problems and misunderstandings towards each other for them to talk and arrange things between them. As ar as I want I don't rseally wnat to have enemies. But we could never resist that there are people who doesn't for who and what we have been to showing to them so thay will hate us for who we are by back-stubbing us. But all I could say is that this is me. I've been being true to myself. What I have been showing to the people is myself. Just a simple girl who always wish and hopes to be accepted for who I am.

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